Nervous

I have so many things going on with work and home right now, I am not sure which direction things are going to go. I am not going to get the shift of my choice so I must find another location that can work for my family. I am really happy working where I am now and I don't want to give that up. I finally have some normalcy in my life right now, it's what I have been craving for years. Now another thing is changing and I am not happy. I feel like it is always me that has to do the changing. No one else in this family has it any different. Things are always the same for them. I so want to be a normal, regular person without any drama in my life. It seems as though it is always one thing or another with me. I would be so happy to have a boring, predictible, normal life. I don't think that is ever going to happen. Drama seems to find me all the time.

Just Starting

I am hoping that this will become a place that I can come and talk things out. I have so many things to think about and no one to use as a sounding board. The name Radioactive Girl is my nickname I got when I was undergoing Radioactive Iodine Treatment for my Thryoid Cancer. I am almost one year out, and am hoping for a positive scan.