My Birthday In Pictures!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!! Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Yeah I know I can't come up with a better song title. Tomorrow is my 40th Birthday! Yes, it's true. I am not sure how I am feeling. It's really just a number and the fact that I survived cancer is really my big accomplishment. :)

I didn't take the day off because honestly, no one cares that I am turning 40. My family does, and my kids are really excited. Me. Just having a reality check. It's the peak in the life line. I am halfway to death. Believe you me, I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE PAST 80. If I do just put me out of my misery. I can't believe that my life is half over. Isn't that sad? Then you start to question, is this where I thought I would be at 40? Ten years ago 40 was OLD to me. Now it's here.

Yep, I am sad. I was excited until today. Now I am sad. Another milestone and my Dad isn't here. I think that is my problem. I do appreciate the people I DO have in my life. I have some great friends, a wonderful family, my health and two beautiful children who I adore and my husband who has stuck by me for 10 years. I am hoping that after tomorrow the crying stops. LOL

I know I am a big dork. But now I am a big OLD dork.

So Happy Birthday to me! At least I have an excuse to skip the diet tomorrow. WOO HOO!!!!