Yeah I know I can't come up with a better song title. Tomorrow is my 40th Birthday! Yes, it's true. I am not sure how I am feeling. It's really just a number and the fact that I survived cancer is really my big accomplishment. :)
I didn't take the day off because honestly, no one cares that I am turning 40. My family does, and my kids are really excited. Me. Just having a reality check. It's the peak in the life line. I am halfway to death. Believe you me, I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE PAST 80. If I do just put me out of my misery. I can't believe that my life is half over. Isn't that sad? Then you start to question, is this where I thought I would be at 40? Ten years ago 40 was OLD to me. Now it's here.
Yep, I am sad. I was excited until today. Now I am sad. Another milestone and my Dad isn't here. I think that is my problem. I do appreciate the people I DO have in my life. I have some great friends, a wonderful family, my health and two beautiful children who I adore and my husband who has stuck by me for 10 years. I am hoping that after tomorrow the crying stops. LOL
I know I am a big dork. But now I am a big OLD dork.
So Happy Birthday to me! At least I have an excuse to skip the diet tomorrow. WOO HOO!!!!
4 comments:
SLAP HAPPY BIRTHDAY RG!!!!
Sorry it's a day late!
Wishing you many, many, many more happy and healthy ones...at least until your 80 of course! heheh!
And I wholeheartedly believe your Dad was with you yesterday!!!
Happy Birthday to you. Congratulations on reaching this milestone - you are not alone! I'd like to invite you to come to www.turning40.net and share your experience with others.
Thanks,
Mark
Happy Birthday to you! It's a great milestone and one you are not alone in achieving. I't like ot invite you to come to http://www.turning40.net to share your experience with others.
Thanks!
Mark
Happy Birthday! You only as old as you feel! Hope you have a great one.
a brother in the fight.
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