MIDLIFE CRISIS (yes this is a song)

Lately I have been feeling very blah. I am not sure what is going on with me. Things I used to care about, I don't anymore. People I used to care about, don't seem worth my time. I am annoyed by things. I just turned 44 and I am not sure about where I am in life and if this is how things are supposed to be. Generally I am a pretty happy person. Lately, I am just not happy. I am reviewing my life, the people in it, my job, and all the things in between to see if or what I can change and make my self happy. I have many good friends who I love. So far I am healthy this year. The warm weather is coming soon, and I can spend my days and evenings in my pool with my kids. (my most favorite place to be next to the beach) Is this my midlife crisis? Faith no more says...... Sense of security Like pockets jingling Midlife crisis Suck ingenuity Down through the family tree Anyone else trying to figure out if this is as happy as life gets until you die? Boy that sounds silly when you read it all typed out. I am trying to figure out if this is as good as it gets. Right now I am not sure. I think it could be better. What to change in order to make that happen, I am not sure. Accept the things you cannot change, change the things I can have the courage to know the difference. Where should I start? That's a really big question. Happy Mother's Day to all the Mom's. You earned a day off! Celebrate.